haiz.. ytd cried for around thirty minutes like that.. dunnoe why also actually... miss the times being with him, miss the time in secondary school so relax, miss the time when i at home slack.. i miss my past times!!! actually i also dunnoe why i make myself so tired cox is not that my home did not give me enough money to spend is just that i felt that i always not enough spend!! haiz dunnoe why... really very tired ytd really really... first time in my life so tired... haizzz... i miss the timess!!! having such a pain sore throat... it is simply killing me!!! haizz.. dear really thanks... thanks for listening me cried and dun ask me why when i down k!! cox i really dun feel like answering... just let me cried after that i will be alright.. and really thanks... wei..where is the gal pix???

yeah!! working ytd.. at bugis N' B C.. shall be this name.. haha... freaky man... the place sooo big!!! so many stuff... ring file got so many brand de... Kokuyo, maruman, lihit lab.. nvm.. remember all the ring file brand le.. haha... and also where does different items at le.. haiz.. for the sake of money to buy my stuff... sunday not working.. hmmm monday and tuesday working.. ya.. i am late for my work on the first day sia... haiz.. late for 8 min.. the superviser did not scold me but just tell me not to be late next time.. haha.. and eugene came from ang mo kio after his interview to find me.. haha.. wait for two hours plus for my break.. and my superviser know he is my bf cox when i saw him i was smiling.. haha.. ta yan se... *blush*.. so pai seh.. haha.. but nvm la.. den he wait for me for my break time.. haha.. went to hawker centre eat... haiz.. why tat one hour so fast pass!!! miss him.. went back to work.. put on dat stupid apron.. haha.. den was like so argh!! so many ppl asking me where is the stuff at.. den every time need to rush to my colleague and ask.. haha... i felt that i am irritating.. but all of them are very good.. all gals sia.. haha.. and hor.. their total money earned one weekdays is over thousand.. and for weekends is more than 7000 dollars... omg man.. now look back.. i cant imagine i was used to a customers at there but now i am a staff at there lor... haha... then after that eugene came to fetch me home again... haha.. and bought me drinks.. i am dying for it lor.. haha.. den drink very little water.. i am having sore throat... haiz...

sunday... i am sick.. fever and sore throat.. so sian.. has been a long time since i am previously sick... dear wanted come find me de... but raining so heavily.. and was very sad over my dead hamster... arhg!!! sad lei... haiz.. die till so miserably.. haiz... dats all.. byebye

at a glance man!! its our two months.. muackz.. haha.. din go school today.. haha... went to meet him in the morning.. den we went to bugis for mine job hunts.. find one jobs.. stationery A B C.. haha... and got it.. weekdays 4.5 per hr.. den weekend 5 per hr... additionally got incentives.. haha.. not bad la.. tml the lady is calling me tml to cfm with where i going to work.... haha... den slept all my way in 176.. soooo tired... haven went to take my o cert.. haiz.. haha... den went back home to drink my ba kut teh soup.. haha.. soo nice.. haha..dats all...

well... now by rite sec sch shall have finish with their mye le... and shall gotten back their result liao.. haha... anyway.... gene was very upset for his result.. do well in all subjects except eng... very the ke lian.. dear dun be sad le ok.. ur mum just dun understand de, nvm got me to understand cox i also fail.. haha...

then today was such a heavy rain... haha... having communication skills.. ya.. check my Understanding Test already for Cognitive and Problem Based Learning.. haha.. gotta a B.. omg... den jonas and raj got C... kind of shock as you can see... haha... they tok so well lor... ya.. den today... team with weijing, raj and jonas.. my team-mate janice was absent.. haha... den... presenting that time... wth... raj cut my speech.. that is what she usually did.. haha.. hai.. this time sure get C liao... den almost like whole presentation only jonas and raj toking.. ~faint~~~... haiz.. not i dun wanna tok and participate, there is no way of cutting them... argh.. den peiying told me dat... i look like wanting to say somethings but just cant say... which right la... haha.. suan le.. used to C for communication haha... den was raining heavily ma.. saw a gal bf fetch her taking taxi.. soooo sweet... haiz... but dat gene sleeping so soundly.. suan le nvm.. i got umbrella and also dun wanna him get sick.. if not i ganna bully by him.. haha.. oh ya.. went out with zhiwei ytd.. meet her at cck with gene too.. haha.... so funny lor them... dats all le ba. byebye

miss him lots... sat(07~05) he went to PSC live to support wayne breakdance.. nice dance but too simple compared to others... but not bad le la.. can go in... haha... wah nowaday keep arguing with him for very trival things... si bei angry lor!!!.. but suay le.. he having exams so has to reeeen till his exam over... haha... nvm... haha... wah.. on mon de sci make very du lan ah!! stupid question posted... wah liao.. its very simple q but the cher ask so many rubbish... haha.. den the wed computing and math de also very ARGH!!.. the cher insist my grp copy work lor.. damn fcuking lor... wah liao... know how to seduce boii boii.. hey look at the mirror k.. u how old liao.. still seduce boii boii... shou bu liao... wah byebye!! ~puiii~ si bei er xin u noe when u say buai buai to boii boii.. omg.. yuccccksss... haha...
den.. met him on thurs to go out for lunch together.. haha.. went back to my old home there to eat... ~crying~ why the duck noodles uncle close liao.. i miss it.. haha... walk in the rain.. haha.. den want to take bus de.. but i need to be back in sch by 1.30pm.. so take cab back sch... haiz... den meet him again.. but this time round take bus from bukit merah interchange to bukit panjang interchange.. haha.. enjoyed sleeping in the bus... haha....
went out with him on friday too..went to tiong bahru CC play basketball first... before dat went to tiong bahru market eat... wah very fulll!!!... went to watch The Amityville horror at GWC.. nice!!! haha.. worth watching... haha.. den walk all the way from great world to bugis... omg.. u noe how long ma.. i was like leg breaking le?? haha.. go dere eat and drink some dessert le den go back home le...
den today he came to bukit panjang... to just jog with me u see.. haha.. hey.. rmb hor..every fri and sat go play badminton with me hor.. haha... blehx.. give him my two small bao bei le.. haizz... i miss em!!!... hmmm.. dats all le ba.. anyway.. dear.. thx for everything k.. haha... maybe we really last as long as wat u said...

today is SU XIAN bdae... happy Bdae gurl!! *muackz*.. haha.. whole class bought her a choco cake from four season bakery. haha.. very nice sia... then JD treated the class eat pizza... haha... buy one get one free worth it ma.. and cheaper... haha.. but somehow.. some unhappiness happen lor.. sad sia.. but now ok le.. took a couple of pics... go view at the side k.. haha.. by the way... miss yap absent and a relief cher come down to relief her.. OMG.. she sux to core man.. with her dere ah.. the class cant be really fun u noe!! haha... but ok la.. do today topic do until i wanna sleep sia.. haha... sad lei... score 2 out of 7 for the quiz today... the previous time i scored 6 out of 7 and full marks lor... idiot... and i crap my rj anyway.. haha... then went to meet gene... stupid him insist of me to go back home and put my laptop.. idiot lor.. really lor... if i go back home.. my parents will nag me till like hell.. and i really dun wanna go home... really have a small tiff with him lor... argh!!!!!!!! before go home went to bangkit pasa malam to buy beef burger for him.. then went to lrt and saw my parents.. then ask my mum to help me put back my laptop.. ganna nag.. then went to eat dat time... my mum went away.. left my dad and me dere.. so i go buy stuff to eat... wah liao... si bei fan lei my dad... keep saying i go out.. shit him la.. irritating lor.. why cant he go nag my bro instead.. dat stupid brat!!!!! work so long le when see him bring money back home... and need my parents to give him money use instead.. excuse me he how old le.. and said wat at home i every thing dun do de... HEY!! ur son also at home lor.. he cant do things izzit!! or he too dumb to do dat!! hate them lor... ass de... then line ganna terminated... shit de la... very vex up... really hate it lor.. hate them... everything also me me me... !!! argh!!! i this time wrong... i now all wanna is to find a job.. really... dun wanna use their money and also dun wanna see them ... hate ur!!!!!! luckily still got a dear to hong me... anyway thanks... really.. thanks.... went to watch house of wax today....quite nice lor.. really.. haha... yeah!! then sent me home.. and i very tired.. yah.. i also saw zephan dere.. with his church leader... haha.. after movie saw agnes and have a chat with her.. she also going to watch hse of wax.. haha

27~04
dear went to buy a new phone... nokia 3230... haha... cox last time drop his x70 and then spoil liao.. sorry... and i really didnt mean to drop it de haha..

29~04
went to find him after school anyway.. meet him at redhill mrt.. then he wanted to go to the far east plaza de.. but i dun wan.. then he give in to me.. hehe... thanks.. i noe i am very wilful... haha.. then went to amk.. he went to eat the porridge there... think he love it le ba... haha.. then... take mrt back to lot one and shop... cox he wanna buy hp pouch... then keep walking round and round.. still cant find wat he want lor... then saw wei at there too.. she was on her way going to meet renshing's frenx to catch a movie... haha.. eugene saw till wei.. like nth to say like dat... haha.. at zhiwei back.. keep saying ..... dun wanna say.. haha.. then he went to withdraw money and treat me eat... haha... then go walk and walk in the zhenghua park lor...

02~05
went to help my mum in the morning.. then went home and bath.. then he came to find me le... dunnoe why he at first still ok de.. then in the middle of shopping in bp plaza.. he become very like bu shuang like dat... dunnoe wat happen.. me also angry liao.. so we walk alone lor..he walked behind my back... haha.. then see him like troubled like dat.. so go ask him wat happen... haha.. then he told me nth... then i say he everytime go out with always put on a face de.. ( not every time la.. once in awhile) haha... then he dunnoe why... keep smiling and laughing le.. but is good too..haha.. then he hor... keep wanting to take picx of mine... haiz.. me dunnoe have to put the smile for how long sia.. haiz... haha.. then went to fajar 7-11.. haha.. then auntie said he look like 18 and above... haha... and she guess i am 17.. haha... u too chao lao le la.. haha.. then at the lrt station there keep posing for him to shoot.. haha.. dats all le.. byebye