I am quitting RP
Sunday, July 31, 2005 / 6:06 PM
Today, i made my final decision. I am quitting Republic Polytechnic. Tommorrow i am going to claim back my next semester fees and also tell them i am quitting. AND I WONT REGRET! Mum dad and bro supports me and also dear and reiko, well hope things go well. Well, no denied i really enjoyed the times at RP with my class PD 01-09A. PBL(Problem Based Learning) had made me be more independent in my learnings. No doubts with it. But I am damn unhappy with the way they gave us grade. After I came to know that, my team-mates who sometimes did less works than i do but get a better grade than I do, just because they talked more than I do. I think at the beginning, I am just too innocent and satisfied with my grade. But one thing for all is that, i met a very good friend and that is Reiko. She really is like my jie like that to advice me. Thank you. And chun yuan also. JD though was not that close with him but learnt alot from him such as how to give the space that a boy wants from a girl. Overall, my classmates rocks!! The five guys in my class, Jonas, Zephan, Vinob(JD), Yee Siang and Rafiz. The girls are Reiko, Chun Yan, PeiYing, Janice, Kimberley, Yue Fen, Wei Jing, Geraldine, Iffah, Nur Aisyah, Siti Aisyah, Lina, Faizal, Conee, Jing Wen, Raifana, Su Xian and Raj. I will miss them. And those who think that the grading system is not fair, I will write a letter to the principle. I know very diao, but i really think is not fair at all!! Never mind, stay contacts people, i miss your, thanks for the times.
brief update
Saturday, July 30, 2005 / 4:49 PM
anway... came to know a news that shocked my life.. well is not shocked la.. cox i saw jonas and her pics before but i dunnoe is her... well, one of my frenx is together with singapore idol leandra... diao.. k nvm.. think jonas can go for a much more prettier de.. cox he yan dao lor...
den din really have much happenings this week... later meeting dear at 7pm... haiz.. i am bored to tears lor.. and he is sleeping so soundly.. he just came from his chalet lor..argh!!...
4th mth anni
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 / 10:57 AM
we are together 4th mth already!!! haha.. i noe 4th mth is abit short... hahaha... anyway, we did not meet up each other today though is 4th mth.. him la!! dun wanna meet me.. said he tired.. anyway me also tired also lor... nowadays no matter sleep how long also not enough sleep de.. haha... tired... Anti-social!! hey.... where is my flowers??? where is my ring??? better give me by 5th mth hor... if not i make u no father day... hehehe.. dats all..
chalet every 6 months k??
Monday, July 25, 2005 / 8:19 PM
GUYS AND GURLS!! do your want to have a chalet every six months?? but the next time i make sure no more unhappiness breakout k? organiser will like me and wenting. ok?? cox this is the best way to stay in contact with all frenx.. tag my board and let me noe abt it k?
chalet.
Sunday, July 24, 2005 / 10:55 PM
22~07
having communication today. reiko din come. din have lunch. went to meet eugene to get the camera for my work during my second meeting. when i came back they told me they got the pictures already and also edit finish already. *dots* nvm. finish my team presentation already den i left my chalet. tok abit too much during presentation already cox like only me and aisayah noe wat is going on lor. reached bukit panjang already went to sihui's aunt shop to collect satay. her aunt kind of not friendly eh. nvm. damn heavy sia! went home and bath straight away. tired also lor. den meet wenting already. we two carried the stuff down. brother helped to take those heavy de. den reach white sand already. met up with lichiu, zhanrong, wantian, siewkhuan, engpeng and chuaneng. haha. wantian is the one carried the most thing lor. pity him. reached the chalet, den me and wenting start to pack the food. den the rest start coming already. thats all lor.

23~07
i cut short cox tired. bbq nite. unhappiness breakout. went cycled in the midnight. shiok!! just love it.

24~07
end of everything. time for my self-evaluation. chalet is kind of bored, unhappy going on. and is time to realise do i really love him? can i tolerate him further? i dunnoe. i am tired(yawns).
i am sick!!
Thursday, July 21, 2005 / 11:36 PM
today was computing eh... was feeling very unwell... den after ut already.. rafiz went off den zephan and yee siang went off... den after that me and reiko went off... we went to scotts to eat... i din have the appetite so din eat... den after that we go back home... was feeling so weak. reiko go and take mrt... me walk to bus stop... reached bt panjang le.. while waiting for taxi... i vomit the bread i ate in the morning... alot of ppl seeing me ehh... den after got into the cab and went back home.. i faster changed and went to bed... sleeping half way, i woke up and vomit again... vomit the medicine i took for my skin.. den went back sleep again.. second time i vomit... den i keep vomit things black black de.. din bother me.. sleep on the toilet bowl cox i got no more strength to go back my room... den sleep awhile den crawl back to my bed.. kind of angry with him!! nvm.. dun wished to mention... den after that my brother got home and saw me sleeping.. den he used finish the com already and shake me up den asked me why din go school.. i told him i am sick den asked to go mum's room get me some medicated oil.. but dun have... so he ran to fajar and bought for me.. *diao*.. feeling better already... den eugene ard 5 dat time reach my here... den got money from my mum to see doctor... went down and saw dad on his way back home.. haha... he asked me am i sick.. den he said he wanna acc me go bangkit see doc.. but i said no need, he acc me go see doc... we cabbed to bangkit, den reach the clinic already.. waiting for my q that time.. ran outside and vomit again... vomit out all the water i drink... tired!!... got my medicine already cabbed back home.. den was sooo tired.. mum asked to go out eat some food.. eat a few piece of meat and vomit out again... too tired already.. ate my med and sleep back.. sleep till 8 ++ den go and bath at ard 9++ feeling better that time... chatting with him online and some frenx.. den ate a bread.. but vomit half of it in the midnight.. hahaha.... i like din eat anything today lor...
went out chun yuan and peiying
Monday, July 18, 2005 / 11:49 PM
today went out chun yuan and peiying after schoool.. hahaha... they are going to bake cake at miss yap on wed... hahaha.. miss yap very rich.. earn ard 1700 per mth but able to drive a car.. we went to bugis.. haha.. took neo print.. haha... den chun yuan went to bugis village bought jeans... wah liao *envious* her.. wear wat also nice de.. she is the model in our class... .. dats all ba...
have a fun debate today... haha
Friday, July 15, 2005 / 12:32 AM
Today's module is communication. As it is, it is a debate. The tittle is CCA adds no value to a polytechnic student education. I STRONGLY AGREE!!! But sad to say, my team choose to oppose the tittle. You guys know what, my teams mates like kind of shock that i quite good in debating, thats because i was debating with four of team mates who disagree with the statement and i am able to silence them up when i talk back. Well, we were not like those who violence debators. We discuss it in very harmony way. haha.. is fun anyway. During the break time, we watched a walk to remember. Kind of sweet, love the part when the girl turned and the guy hug her tightly.

After school, i went to meet eugene koh!! Went to watch war of the world, keep going toilet niaz... actually wanted to watch it at Great World, but some things happened and i was not happy. So we went to marina cineplex and watched. He paid for the movies tickets and the cab fares( from great world city to marina). So, i treat him to dine in VeinThai restaurant. Ordered for him a fried pineapple rice, tom yam noodles for me, fried kang kong and five desserts. Well, his serve was very very sux!!! One bowl of pinapple rice with nothing except rice and pineapple and some pork floss and few prawns. Mine is better got alot of ingredients. Luckily still got kang kong. haha. And the dessert i ordered, i only like red bean the most.. haha.. their desserts cheap.. haha.. cost me almost 30 bucks.. xin tong.. war of the world nice!! haha.. den after that went to marina there and seat down to have a chat.. debating about the word 'BAD'. I won!! haha... then we chat alot ba.. take bus back home... reach the bus stop le.. saw wenting.. so we take cab back home... with gene.. actually gene wanted to ask me to cab back home because he later also want to cab back home... haha... then ting pass me two bucks when actually she no need de lor, cox in the end the 2 dollars still goes to me. hahaha... returning back to her.. haha... oh ya!! eugene koh!! where you got so many money today de!! i think you today spend le almost fifty lor.. rich eh!! haha... i ask for more liao... dats all
NOUGATS!! i LOVE YOu!!
Thursday, July 14, 2005 / 10:59 PM
Nougats, you know how much you meant to me.. you are my oxygen that enable my life live... haha.. siao kia lei me.. nougats is a sweet from aus... haha... today doctor carlson came back from his sydney conference.. and bought us a one kg huge nougat.. haha.. just love it... so nice though is very hard.. haha... ermmm.. reiko was sick.. hope she is alright.. and to her - it shall not be ur there got problem de.. dun drink too much k... ya thats all...
A little thoughts from the years i gone through.
/ 9:27 PM
Still remember the time when we were once a small sized child who once swears for not smoking in the future, as we know smoking is bad. But think a little further, remembered those who once your hide and seek playmates, are they smoking now? Probably, five playmates will have one smoker playmates. We were always educated in this way that we are not supposed to do things which are wrong due to its consequences. But why are there still smokers around us? Is it the environment changes them or is themselves fault for being foolish for that moment?

Let’s not take smoking as an example, let us discuss about having sex before marriage. Now flash the scenario when we were having science lesson regarding sex. We are always educated in the way that we shall not do this due to the severe consequences. I still remembered my school even specially organized a sexuality course for the entire sec two to attend. Well, promises are made for not having sex before marriage. There are even rings given as a reminder for not doing so. Now ask yourself, why you will not choose to have sex before marriage. Is it that you scare to be the unlucky ones or is your principle stopping you from doing so? I believe the majority answer will be the former. Don’t your think we have not yet to grown up?

There are four stages of behavior development. First stage of behaviour development – learnt the pain. This stage is where when we are still a child hearted. For example, you felt a pain from touching the hot kettle; therefore you do not dare to touch it again. I think you shall know what I am trying to say.

The last stage of behaviour development – principle. This is the stage where we do not do things which we know are wrong and also against the principle. I think Singapore never educate their future leaders in this manner.

I know you may think me blogging crap, but in real life, people may seems mature but their thinking may not be so.
the sweetest scene ever happened in my almost 12 years of schooling
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 / 6:55 PM
Guy.. the following maybe not sound sweet but i can tell u when u are there and witness everything.. you will cry de.. seriously.. i nearly burst into tears.. not just me but all most all of my class gf.. really.. is very touching and romantic lor.. k.. here i begin

Today, 12 July 2005, is the fourth year for Lina and her boyfriend. Her boyfriend took half day off from his work and came to our class to find Lina. He would arrived at 12 pm. Then Lina prepared a special dedication for him. During our second break, Lina used the class projector and played a two songs long video clip which she specially made for him. She played one trial for us to see. There are two songs she included which are Pretty Boy by M2M and Never Be Replaced by First Ladi. When she played the trial that time, i watched till i nearly cried. I am serious!! It is really touching. Lina's boyfriend even told Lina's family that he wanted to marry Lina, and his parents even agreed. However, Lina was too young to talk about marriage. Four years is not a long time but is neither easy for a young couple to been through every thing and came to what they are now, still sweet and loving to each other. Well, back to the scene. When he arrived, Lina went to fetch him. Everyone was so anxious, and JD kept banging the door and made us even nervous. Then he and Lina came back to the class, Aisayah played the video. He was STUNNED! GOSH! I think he really touched also. After watching it, Lina hug him over and said, " Happy Fourth Anniversary!" It really touches me alot, i first time felt so touch for such things till i want to cry. Well, enough! Here i am, wish Lina and her boyfriend, HAPPY FOURTH ANNIVERSARY!!
wahaha... his cooking.. ermmmm???
Monday, July 11, 2005 / 11:35 PM
having entreprise today.. well, our team got the wrong conclusion that the teacher desires from us.. after our team presentation, her face turned quite sour eventually.. anyway.. no ones to blame.. cox we work as a team ma..

after school went to dear dear home... he went down to fetch me.. hehe.. smelly pig he is.. had pe in the morning till now still haven bath.. haha.. anyway.. this is not the main one for me going his home!! omg.. he is cooking for me today.. i am soo happy... haha.. i didnt request hor... he make the initiative.. hee... he cooked dou fu with minced pork(spicy), chilli fish and fried kang kong.. hehe.. all my favourite cox all are spicy dishes.. but i prefer the dou fu dish... haha.. haha... thx dear.. for your cookings.. hehe.. love you... dats all ...
with him for two days.. ehhhhxxx!!!
Saturday, July 09, 2005 / 11:25 PM
08~07
ermmm.. having communications today.. well.. team with raj.. haha.. erhhh.... she and iffah almost did all the works and discussed lor.. well, i just dun like it... haha.. presentation that time keep ganna shoot question by the fac... answered it, hope shall not be wrong ba.. hahaa.. den after sch went to meet eugene..went to tanglin mall... den shop for awhile.. then went to opp the dunnoe where de place and take 132 to ang mo kio... haha...*tired*.. at the bus saw a very small and cute dog... haha.. den after that went to ang mo kio.. he wanna eat his porridge ma.. he favoured there lor.. den went to watch Fantastic Four!! nice!! haha.. comedy la... haha.. den sent me back home lor.. very tired... haha...

09~07
well.. today very angry with him.. really seriously!! maybe i really over reacted it... he came to my hm in the morning.. den he carry my pc... we cabbed to sim lim.. den on the way... the gal(named her as A)... u noe this gal i was like so against her... i tell u guys frankly, he can be close with any gal BUT NOT THIS GAL!! ... den on the way.. she messaged him that why he did not go chemistry practical.. den i saw the sms and i replied... den A asked him why he so early wake up for?? den A replied cox u wake me up ma... WAH MY BLOOD TEMPERATURE IMMEDIATELY RISE TO 100 DEGREES LOR... I DAMN FED UP U NOE!!! I GIVE HIM ATTITUDE... den reach the shop le.. give them my pc... den after that.. went to eat.. he noe i am already angry.. cox i was walking very far from him.. when he tok to me.. i just dun wanna tok to him... den ARGH!!... find a place to sit le.. he sat down.. den i seat near him.. my normal position ma.. den i moved away from him... den i go buy noodles to eat.. ask the uncle to add more more more chilli.. wah.. very spicy lor.. but very angry.. so i add the whole plate of chille sauce i take and add it again.. when i am eating, i angry till cried lor.. and he did not mention anything.. just stare at me... den he moved near me... after i ate finish le.. he finally spoke... WTH LOR!! retarded him.. den i really cried out in the public!!! argh!! my hair is blocking my face ma.. den he said this sentence.. ' can u promised me that even if i told u, will u not be jealous?' well.. u noe wat i replied.. den do u wish to see me jealous and angry at the same time or just jealous... den after that went to bencoolen and walk.. den i was a bit calming down le... then came out already.. i asked him where he wanna go actually.. den he pulled to one corner and explain all over things again... i burst this question, do u still love A anot.. he hesitated and said no.. well... he hugged me and said sorry.. ermmm.. i was like kind of rejected his hug... dunnoe is i sensed wrong or wat.. i noe he will read my blog de.. i just felt that.. he still have some feeling for A... i dunnoe is over sensitive or wat... but really lor... nvm... den i said since this time is ur fault.. so i will be the queen today.. den.. he ok lor... den we already ok le.. not really angry with anymore... he ah... is very good but when time comes to hong me ah... he really HOPELESS LOR!!!... cant stand it... u better keep ur promise hor.. if not that time... i sure dun give face and just go home myself... u noe my attitude de lor...
blahz blahz.. cant think of tittle for my entries already...
Thursday, July 07, 2005 / 9:36 PM
well.. todays lesson is the class damn boring... a relief fac came to take over Mr Carlson as he need to go to sydney for a conference.. sound grand sia.. den the new fac is miss lee.. wah her voice is soft and gentle and VERY irritating lor... then she said till we also blur blur.. deductive argument and inductive argument.. wah... chim lor.. seriously.. den reiko went back home after second meeting.. haha.. den me peiying Janice yuefen and weijing went to taka during our second break.. went to adidas shop… saw missy elliot tees!!! OMG!!! So nice lor.. love the logo but very ex lor.. a tees for 69.. nth but just missy elliot respect me logo… haha… when I buy finish my wishlist I will go and buy it de.. soooo many things to buy nowadays… haiz… then after that we take cab back school.. we split into two cab lor…

during lesson.. have a msn conference with reiko and chun yuan… haha.. they very good sia… haha.. they are like my jie jie… haha.. no wonder pei ying always called her ah ji.. haha… after school.. me and sihui went to meet jingcai, min dzi and wenting… haha.. went to bukit batok.. went to hello shop and see phone.. wah liao everyone changing phone already.. den my this phone so many people buy.. haiz nvm.. wait till December den I can buy a new phone already… hehe… den after that went to burger king.. hehe… den after went home lor… hehe… wenting came my home and see all the prom nites pics… AH!!! Miss my extreme make over.. hehe… dats all ba.. think if got the money and time.. me and wenting will go do a extreme make over also.. hehe.. haha… ya!!! Haha.. forget to say my phone low batt den I swop my phone battery with rafiz.. hehe.. thx ah mokey..
update lor...!!! =D
/ 9:50 AM
04~07

wah sian sia... need to go school, today module is entreprise skills.. today task is the financial planning for a person.. do this topic make me understand how eventually things related to financial planning works eventually.. find one day i also need to do my financial planning le.. wahaha.. then teach junping to do financial planning.. told help to save at least two dollars from her daily pocket money.. haha...ermmm still got wat lei.. let me think.. i think thats all le ba.. went home with sihui lor.. wah today morning heavy pour sia.. like natuaral disaster lor.. haha... then after school went to find wei to get chalet money den she bought a shirt.. *thanks*.. den went to lot one to meet jc lor.. dats all..

05~07

din go school today.. he was sick.. went to his home eh.. cook porridge for him den the porride become like so er lor.. haha.. then hush him to sleep.. den me so tired... sleep on his computer table.. den went home that time saw sihui so we went home together.. thats all ba.. saw sheng qiang working at fajar seven eleven.. went to collect my o cert le.. haha... step in the office.. mr koh shouted, " HI, miss lee pui leng." omg.. i cant help to tell him how much i missed his lessons and also every things of that greeny school.. den mr md came out.. so we chat abit lor.. haiz.. really miss the greeny building.. :'(

06~07

ok here to begin actually... funny sia... i take 132 to his hse infront the bus stop... den 33 came.. haha.. i noe he is in the bus den he got down le.. den i give a glimse and went up to the bus.. he was liks shoch eh!! haha... den we are like ying cha yang chuo like dat lor.. dats all ba... went out with wenting today after school.. long time din catch up with her le lor... went to tiong eat long john.. den chat alot.. haha.. zhiwei u still remember wat happened during chinese lesson when you are sleeping sooo soundly.. haha.. chat alot sia.. have a memories flashing in my mind.. missed the days when we are together... den we went to orchard to shop lor.. argh!! cant find my puma/nike/adidas female big bag. so sad sia.. =( i really want it lor.. den shall be buying a rip curl bag ba.. ya... den saw a shiny surface bag also.. ermmm... dunnoe lei..saw one pair shoes is the type i wanted for.. haiz.. no money sia.. think will get it next week ba.. ya.. puma personalize store is at ngee ann city.. pathetic shop lor.. really... haha... den saw a wallet from roxy soooo nice.. shall not have bought the billabong wallet.. shall i get it?? is nice lei.. i think.. haha.. argh!! dunnoe la.. me now pok until like hell.. haha... den we have a nice chat lor.. forget to take pics.. haha.. dats all ba.. byebye...


guys have u ever wonder - the one who is the right one for you is actually always u did not notice but yet he is the right one. Somehow after that you got to know each other... ermmm.. i also dunnoe how to say lei.. haha.. is like i wonder... in the past i sometimes go orchard de cine den he also often went to cine de.. i wonder.. did we saw each other before but we just are not attracted to each other.. ermmm.... can we go back times and find out??? dat time he sure always go see gals de!! mini skirt and tube gal.. haha.... jk la... i noe he is not that time of person... haha... miss him!!! and also.. the baby hamter i gave to him.. have give birth but both die le.. sad :'(... hai.. miss him alot.. nowadays we often quarrel in msn.. not quarrel la.. just argue lor.. i think this relationship cant withstand anymore le... is like i dunnoe how his day goings and neither he knows mine.. haiz.. we are studying very near each other but.. we just seems tooo far to communicate... somemore his o level coming le... i think.. haha... i got all the time reserved by my hamsters le... he goes on his life and me?? goes on with my hamsters.. hehe.. i also dunnoe wat i want ... just think that tis relatioship is like have it at the wrong time lor... he is really too good le... but i wait for him to finish his o level de... will de... if his feeling is over by the time of o finish ( cox we sure have less time with him de ) ... den me?? i think i am too bored to wait for him lor.. haha.. jk la.. i will wait de, eugene gao!! i also dunnoe wat i typing... now is class...
we are back together
Sunday, July 03, 2005 / 4:15 PM
yeah.. we patch back le.. break for less than 24 hr... decided to give each other time to treasure each other... really miss him alot.. haiz... but nvm le.. together back again.. hehe.. i love you.. remember to wat u say de hor.. dote me more hor.. guys show you this two lyrics...

citigems commercial songs
Dreams - The Cranberries

oh my life is changing everyday
In every possible way
And oh my dreams
It's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems
I know i felt like this before
But now i'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
Then i open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be
I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
And they'll come true
Impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
And now i tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what i couldn't find
A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
Oh my life is changing everyday
In every possible way
And oh my dreams
It's never quite as it seems'cause you're a dream to me
Dream to me


Lee Hwa commercial songs
Dont Dream Its Over - Sixpence None The Richer

There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're traveling with me
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win
Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the T.V. page
Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and reliefH
ey now, hey nowDon't dream it's over
Hey now, hey nowWhen the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us

i love this two songs sia.. so nice!! haha.. thats all le.. wish we all the best..
Don't ever let them win
bruised and shattered heart
Friday, July 01, 2005 / 11:53 PM
... today we ended this relationship.. it look so sweet and pretty.. but ended it.. we went out today.. went to meet after my school... den he brought me to a haunted and deserted house at the tanglin park.. so scary den we walk all the way down... along the way we keep chatting and beating each other.. after that went to bukit panjang plaza to eat.. den went to the playground next to plaza de and sat for awhile.. den went to my home there de playgrd and play swing... den sat down together and chat.. chat and chat.. he asked me would i hate him if he broke with me.. haha.. can sense something wrong already.. haha.. den i very firm told him i will.. he begged not to hate him.. i did not really pursued further asking him why he asked such question.. den i said ok, fine i would not hate you, but this do not meant i am your friends also.. then he contiuned crapped with me, but i ignored him and remained silence.. then i cannot take it anymore, i asked me is it he wanted to break.. then he told he very confused... i also dunnoe how to said.. when we reach my home de corridors... he hugged me very tight and told not to think so much... haha.. den went home and bath le.. after that he onlined.. then we chat chat.. i really take it anymore... i asked for a break.. he was reluctant... and tok so much but i replied short.. tears flow down my cheek even before i asked for a break.. told sihui and zhiwei about it.. i did not do any explain to them cox i dun feel like doing so.. sorry... zhiwei tot i am lying.. but i'm not.. then me went to go through he given me.. a woodstick engraved PL luv eva EK, a giant bear, a necklance, a pair of earrings and your 11 blue roses in my bottle.. haha.. seeing them make me feel even sour... three months may not be a long relationship, but i really enjoyed the times with him... really... all the things he did for me, was silly yet sweet.. all the messages, all the gifts, all the movies we watched togthter, all the places we been to and even all the food we tried.. memories and memories.. you told me you loved me forever.. fake fake fake FAKE!! i know you loved me but is just that you really wanna do well for your o.. but here i wanna asked you.. if you know steading will affect your o den why you still wanna to be with me in the first place?? i know you are good, i can even said you are the best guy i ever came across with.. but WHY!! GUYS ARE JUST PURE LIAR!! i know you didnt meant it to do this.. but why!!! guys! you feel happy and high when girls crying for you izzit?? i am not biased but this is the results for every relationship.. i hate it!! i hate to cry... i even hate to be loved... u bring me to heaven and now you are banishing me to hell... is pain and hurting k! i am not as perfect as you want me to be??? i really dunnoe wat to said anymore.. please god, tell me at least what am i going to say if i going to tell my frenx we are already broken.. everything is just tooooooo sudden!! too sudden to accept...

I'll be there for you - Bon Jovi

Iguess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now i'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But i can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But i wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, i'll be the wine
I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
And i wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out
I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

izzit the lyrics nice??? haha... eugene koh.. i love you... and i wished you can do well in your o.. all the best... and we are best friens.. i dun think i blame you for this.. i really love you.. i really enjoyed the times together... really... miss you always... my silly guy...
introduction



guestbook


wishlist

.Another BKK trip in Dec09
.DKNY watch
.A New Bed mattress
Thats all for now.

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credits

Designer / Mira Muhayat.
Inspiration / Martha Stewart.