I skipped school today. Actually I am prepared to go school today but I choose to make a U-turn, as I would be if I would still choose to go school. Probably I might get supension, I rather fork out some money to see doctor and get a MC.

Polyclinics queue is never ending. I waited like one and half hour for my turn. Oh dear!! And yes, it is really cheap. After getting my MC, I went to Lot One and get Chai Yoke's present. I am waiting National day holiday. Very Gan Cheong!!

And dear, SORRY a real big SORRY to you for what happened on Saturday. SORRY. And I then realise I really need you in my life. SORRY.. Ya thats all. Bye!

Recently I just change my phone, FINALLY!! Dad bought me 3250 the twist phone, thanks dad. And my mid year was pretty good for me. Topped in Class for Chemistry, Economics and Chinese. But my result is not really satisfied, there still a big room for improvement. Anyway, I am doing my flagday at Jurong East? I think so.. ya thats all.. byebye

I have recieved back my General Paper, Physics, Chinese and Maths results. Expected failed my general paper, my class only Cheryl pass. One thing that is really incredible is that W**L**** actually gets 30 marks for his paper 1 and 12 upon 15 marks for langauge. Seriously WHOLE CLASS was so shocked. As usual, the peacock just shouted to the whole class; everybody i got 30 for my compo. I was just pretty shock, my classmates too. His langauge is kinda not really good, I will say his langauge is bad. My clicks are finding way to get another GP teacher to re-mark his compo(own teacher went for reservice). Seriously I do not think he can get so high. He gets like 18 marks for maths only!!!

Speaking about my results. So far so good except for GP. Both A for my chinese and maths( top in chinese for class) and a B for my Physics. I am still waiting for my Economics and Chemistry. Now i am on par with HuiPing. Both of us get same marks for Physics. Alot of people did badly, so buck up!!

Have you ever wonder whats give the memory of your past? Is it that you remembered it or is it someone told you so and it become your memory. Now think( I think this process is simply great for me to think back.)





Play some real classical music.





Now think, what you had done for yesterday.





What you had done for the last month.





What you had done in your Seconday School, ie. your gloriest moment or your fuck tupped life





What you had done in your Primary School.





What you had done in Kindergarden( if you remember)





NOW THINK REFLECT! Whats the memory that you have in your mind before kindergarden?

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Actually, hardly anyone remember anything before we start our kindergarden. And no one gets to remember what you had done during the times when you were still in your mother's hug. You see the point, humans do not always get to remember things that your all had experienced. You tend to choose the memory that you want to keep, be it a bad or a good. And you realise that when the more you do not wish to think about particular experience or moment, the more your mind choose to oppose you. Or maybe you deep down choose not to let go.

Usually I thought Home Tutor period is just simply 2 free period when i can idle around. But today is really different. I am thinking and reflecting everything what Miss Chan had said today. She was teaching us something regarding our mind, controling our mind. Then she gave a sheet of paper written down all the five strategies to control our mind. My group gets to the third strategies, keep a intellectual journal. Out of four of the further elaboration, I remember two points, Response(no.2) and Assessment(no.4). Lets take an example, today you quarrelled with your sister, and you slapped her because you think she shall be punish. But after a few days you realise that you wrong your sister actually, being coward( whatever it is) you choose not to apologize to her. You wrote it down in your diary or whatever you call your journal is. Then after a few years, you are reading your diary. You come about the entry you had wrote regarding it. Then you start to wish that you will have not choose to give your sister the slap, you wish to go back and change that particular incident. You can be a better sibling if you choose to further investigate and find the fault. When you choose to slap your sister with anger, you had choose your response and destiny. And assessment is when you choose to deal with this situation with an approriate method IF you will able to go back to the past. The whole thing i am blogging today is THINK BEFORE YOU ACT, THINK OF YOUR DESTINY, THINK OF WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU ARE WHO YOU THINK.!

Today my chemistry paper sucks. 6 and above marks gone, flew away. Wo de ma ah. My A also gone already. Time was extrememly pressing today, explanation question was pretty simple if revised. But... What Happened! Now i only pray for a B. I think i shall start practising hard for my subject. Econs? Not really confident, first time taking this subject as examination, but I do wish good grade for this subject. This time round examination revise really at the last last minutes, god damn it. Never Mind, the weightage is only 20%, so is ok.

Just came back from the lesson with Mr Pow together with HuiPing they all. At least know something about graphing technique. Anyway I was pretty angry over some matter with my classmate last week. SHE LOST MY ASSIGNMENTS!! Freaking hell!! Bloody Hell!! I lent her to COPY my work before holiday. Then during holiday, we had a Math remedial, she told me that she would be coming and passed me the assignments. But in the end, she just gave a reason of overslept. Never mind, the next thing she told me was to pass my assignments to Mrs Cheong to mark. Guess what when school reopen which is last week, Mrs Cheong told me that she did not recieved my work, and she also do not have time to mark the paper. Fine! But if my 'classmate' really put on her table, it could not be the paper can fly or what. My assignments just disappear like that. From what i know her, i think she lost my assignment but do not dare to admit. Well, maybe I wronged her but at least basic courtesy tell you that YOU SHALL AT LEAST APOLOGISE!!! Not even a S is from her. There are 15 over graphs, and I have to do it over again. No point letting me your paper which are marked by your tutor, because it still not mine. I had to spend to faithful weekend last week to finish all my graph. ARGH! I will not lend her any of my assignments to her again, or least bring my work back home. I think she is just so irresponsible despite being older than me, sense of responsibility is not existing :(

I started my revision just today, I have to finish some of my economics essay today. Hope I can do well for economics, I wish to perform. Anyway, last friday went to Geylang with Dear. Saw a number of prositutes, all are china ladies. Big Breast, Fair Skin, and big bum :) Actually I really wish to see some local but did not get to see any. OK fine. Geylang's Beef Kway Teow is real nice. No wonder people named the boss the king of beef kway teow, i think he passed away already. Really nice! Might want to go and try again, or eat Dou Jiang You Tian. Dear, I bring you to Boon Tong Kee next time, it is actually HuiPing's family business. Nice chicken rice acutally. K i shall end. bye