... today we ended this relationship.. it look so sweet and pretty.. but ended it.. we went out today.. went to meet after my school... den he brought me to a haunted and deserted house at the tanglin park.. so scary den we walk all the way down... along the way we keep chatting and beating each other.. after that went to bukit panjang plaza to eat.. den went to the playground next to plaza de and sat for awhile.. den went to my home there de playgrd and play swing... den sat down together and chat.. chat and chat.. he asked me would i hate him if he broke with me.. haha.. can sense something wrong already.. haha.. den i very firm told him i will.. he begged not to hate him.. i did not really pursued further asking him why he asked such question.. den i said ok, fine i would not hate you, but this do not meant i am your friends also.. then he contiuned crapped with me, but i ignored him and remained silence.. then i cannot take it anymore, i asked me is it he wanted to break.. then he told he very confused... i also dunnoe how to said.. when we reach my home de corridors... he hugged me very tight and told not to think so much... haha.. den went home and bath le.. after that he onlined.. then we chat chat.. i really take it anymore... i asked for a break.. he was reluctant... and tok so much but i replied short.. tears flow down my cheek even before i asked for a break.. told sihui and zhiwei about it.. i did not do any explain to them cox i dun feel like doing so.. sorry... zhiwei tot i am lying.. but i'm not.. then me went to go through he given me.. a woodstick engraved PL luv eva EK, a giant bear, a necklance, a pair of earrings and your 11 blue roses in my bottle.. haha.. seeing them make me feel even sour... three months may not be a long relationship, but i really enjoyed the times with him... really... all the things he did for me, was silly yet sweet.. all the messages, all the gifts, all the movies we watched togthter, all the places we been to and even all the food we tried.. memories and memories.. you told me you loved me forever.. fake fake fake FAKE!! i know you loved me but is just that you really wanna do well for your o.. but here i wanna asked you.. if you know steading will affect your o den why you still wanna to be with me in the first place?? i know you are good, i can even said you are the best guy i ever came across with.. but WHY!! GUYS ARE JUST PURE LIAR!! i know you didnt meant it to do this.. but why!!! guys! you feel happy and high when girls crying for you izzit?? i am not biased but this is the results for every relationship.. i hate it!! i hate to cry... i even hate to be loved... u bring me to heaven and now you are banishing me to hell... is pain and hurting k! i am not as perfect as you want me to be??? i really dunnoe wat to said anymore.. please god, tell me at least what am i going to say if i going to tell my frenx we are already broken.. everything is just tooooooo sudden!! too sudden to accept...

I'll be there for you - Bon Jovi

Iguess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now i'm praying to god you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But i can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But i wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, i'll be the wine
I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
And i wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish i'd seen you blow those candles out
I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you
When you breathe i want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and i'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

izzit the lyrics nice??? haha... eugene koh.. i love you... and i wished you can do well in your o.. all the best... and we are best friens.. i dun think i blame you for this.. i really love you.. i really enjoyed the times together... really... miss you always... my silly guy...