I was so freaking annoyed by her la! I fucking got scolded for no reason can! PISSED!

I have this feeling that every teacher, except a few, are looking down on my class la! I know my class is a freaking small class but they need to be bias against us? Is really annoying! I cant't wait to graduate from this school! I am getting to dislike everything in school! Every single little thing, right from the horrified food served to the stinky toilet!

And weird enough, I am feeling that everyone is looking down at me! I felt so freaking upset when I calculated wrongly a few times today during Math lesson! I nearly burst into tears! But who knows the pain inside me? Not even you dear! Said me emotional or whatever shit! But I am feeling very lost and no one can guide me along except me and myself. I seriously want to prove to myself that I can do it, but I can't! ARGH!

I feel like cuddling Oscar now, at least he is the only living thing on the Earth that will make me feel better.